Trust no one.

If you can't trust the people you've known and have been friends with for over 15 years, who can you trust? Nobody. Trust no one. If there's one thing I learned this week, it would be that. People suck. That's it. I don't care anymore. Of course I'll always care about my friends, but there is no way in hell I'll trust anybody anymore. It's not worth it in the end.
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On the brighter side of things... Only one week until Florida and 2 days until Hanukkah celebration with Dana, Jess and Kelly <3 I just started wrapping up their gifts and stuff. It's looking good so far. I really went all out with the presentation of the gifts. It's really nice, I'll post pictures later.

I could really use a vacation right now. I'm so stressed out over college and all this other crap that happened these past couple of weeks. It's been a real mess. I'm glad it's all settled (?).. for now at least. I've also decided to step down from the position of president at church. I can't handle the added stress and responsibility right now. It's too much. I want to go to Florida, cut off all contact and communication from New Jersey and just RELAX. I'm so excited... Just one more week. Alasdkjfldsjf
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I wish there was some way I could tell him that I really care for him. I wish there was some way I could tell him that I'd make him the happiest he's ever been. But it won't work. It can never work. We're too different. I hardly know him. Love isn't enough.. it's never enough.

I haven't written in a while...

I've been using xanga a lot... haha.
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So, for my christmas/birthday/graduation/next year's christmas present, my parents got me a macbook (:
I have been wanting a macbook since 6th grade. I was so happy that I started crying LOL. I looveee it. It's amazing <3

I can't believe November is almost over, time flies. I can't wait until Thanksgiving. I love eating.
I'll be in Florida in exactly one month. I can't wait. I need this break, I think I deserve it. Oh man, I hate school.
It's pathetic how I'm doing better in AP Physics than in Pre-Calculus. Absolutely pathetic.

We picked a church. They made me president (?!). It's alright, I'm trying hard(ish).
I personally don't think I'm ready spiritually. I don't know, it's weird. Whatever.

I'm sleeping now, gooooodnight! (:

Life

College applications suck. I hate writing essays.
Teachers love to pour homework/tests/quizzes on me.
SATs can go die.
It smells like kimchi in my house.
I can't wait until this weekend.
I still don't have a freaking license yet.
Tumblr is the reason I'm failing school.
I really should go start my work now..

I love my friends

Friday and Saturday were the best days of my life.. Seriously, I don't think I ever laughed so much.

On Friday I went to Kim's house and we had a sleepover<3 I haven't seen her since my birthday party back in June so it was soooo nice seeing her again. I forgot how much I missed her, I can't believe that we're still so close. We were bestfriends in 6th and 7th grade, but she moved the summer after 7th grade.. I was afraid I'd grow apart from her.. but we're still best friends.. even though we don't see each other as often anymore, I sitll love her<3. BFFL. Yes.

Then after I came home from Kim's house on Saturday, I went to Kelly's house. LOL, busyyy. I met up with Kelly, Jess and Dana there. Omg, it was the funniest 4 hours of my life. We played taboo for 3 hours. It was great. Jess and I lost by 3 points.. SO FREAKING CLOSE. It was 160 to 163. HAHA. It's cause we suck. (:

I have the bestestest friends in the world.<333

EVACUATE THE DANCE FLOOOOOOR.

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I think we finally picked a church? ... They already want me to become a leader. It's the weirdest feeling, everytime I think about immanuel, my heart breaks.. sometimes I cry. I don't know if I can care for this youth group the same way I cared for immanuel yg. I'm just scared. I don't want to go back to immanuel, I have my reasons.. but I just miss so many people, especially Abe MSN. lsakjglekjral;kjaseaiobenhal;kjr I'm going to start crying again.

Jennifer's Body

I'm watching this today. It looks so stupid, but funny at the same time. I'm so jealous of Megan Fox, she's so gorgeous. (NOT AS GORGEOUS AS LADY GAGA, OF COURSE). We'll see how good this is..

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This movie was so freaking funny. It was so stupid, but at the same time it was hilarious. My friend thought it was bad, but I thought it was fantastic. I guess it depends on your sense of humor. There some CLASSIC lines from the movie, it was prettyyy funny.

Plus, the whole idea of Megan Fox seducing boys and then eating them is the funniest concept ever.

Hello (:

I always wanted to start this up again, but I was always too lazy to. I guess I'll start today.

Let's start off with introductions, shall we?

My name is Grace, I'm seventeen years old and I am a senior in high school. I am Korean. I don't have a license yet (because I have an over-protective father) but I should be getting one soon. I believe in Jesus Christ and what he has done for me, and I try my best to follow him. I'm a golfer, my favorite PGA golfer is Anthony Kim and my favorite LPGA golfer is Paula Creamer. I love food, eating is my favorite hobby. Graphic design and photography are fun, too. I'm always on tumblr, I'm sort of obsessed over it. I'm a huge mac fan, even though I use a dell. I can't afford a mac... but hopefully for college my parents will buy me one.

I'm pretty sure I have more to say, but I can't think of anything else right now.

I'll be using this thing often (hopefully). Writing about my life, concerns, thoughts, etc.

This is more of a personal blog, while my tumblr is more of a photo album of my thoughts and feelings.

GOODNIGHT!